Fezahady Diary

Back in Line

2009-01-31T09:45:00.000-08:00

Hey hey im back in linne.. it means im blogging agaen..haha!
well soon i'm gonna get missing agaen..
well from my last post it was me getting sick..i get better! -hehe! yay !
i nearly had a blood test on myself bcoz my fever was going on for almost 2 weeks.. hehe ! scaryy !
well im better get to sleep .. its nearly 2am.
Im gonna post soon . A lot of things need to write onn . hehe ! also picturess too ! hehe !
tata !

Down with Fever

2008-12-21T07:54:00.000-08:00

I'm down with FEVER for the last 4 Days...First it started with a mild Sorethroat, and i went singing for 4 hours straighhtt .. so it get worsee .. haizz. my faultt i know .. heheh !
Then after that ,, the next dayy ,, it was cough . hehe ! it was kindda of bad .. i was choking everytime i cough ! haizz. then down with fever alas .. at that point i was working . it rise up till 38.6deg . then 39 .0 deg . at nigt was higer . so sad !!
hope to get better ! tata ! monday working morning !

Happy Days!

2008-12-17T06:09:00.000-08:00

Todayy is my Off day . it was nice ! hehe ! did a lot of stuffs at home today .. didn't go out the whole day but had fun had home . I was singing the whole day from 11am to 3pm. hmm that makes me singing for hmm..... let me think... 4 hours !!oh myy ! im really torturing my voice-box today ! hahah ! but it was worth-while ,, becoz i mange to sing a few songs that i can't reach the key last time . haha.

- I have enrol myself in BBDC thru online for class 3 !! yay !! feel so happy ! will be heading to bbdc within 5 days to make the payment and also the booking .. =] =]
- Just read Eyann blog ! Well ,, congratss dude ! u found urself a girl that u love. =] be happy !
- I called lYa the other day ,, and she was in a class for the !!class 2 license ! woohoo !!! congratulations babe !! go all the wayy ok !! heheh !

Well ,, going to workk at 3pm tomorrow ! =]

`Tata

EDITING

2008-12-10T09:51:00.001-08:00

IM EDITING MY PAGE ! bEAR WITH ME FOR A WHILE !

,LOVE
ME !

2008-12-10T09:07:00.001-08:00

I'm really gladd thatt recentlyy my relationshipp with the freendss that were closed with me beforee is gettinqq muchh better ...I realise that ,, mistake do teach us alot and beingg seperated for a long time do show uss that how much does we need our friends.. and how muchh we miss them . =] i'm really greatful that Azlia ,Shida & Eyann is back in my life..eventhough we didnt manage to meet everyday or always . but i'm sure they are always in my mind. and i will try to contact them whenever im free. Farhan Zaini & Lela is also contactable now .Im really happy that all the frends that i had back in school days are contactable alreadyy . They are still a few school freinds that i have not heard any news from but im sure im gonna find them and try to contact them again .. even though im working and maybe they are schooling . im sure we will find a day to meet together and still ctach things up together . =] I Miss my 3 GalFriends ! LELA,, SHIDAH ,, AZLIA ... ! MMISS YA LOTS GALS !!!

Message for e Closed Ones and e Remembered ones ! : -

1) Family : U r still the Best ! U r my soul !

2) Kuzzin : All of u rock my world !

3) Azlia : Live life to the fullest! carry on with your journey. it's getting brighter at every second. Trust me .I'm seeing it gal !see ya soon !muakzz!

4)Shidah : I miss you gal .. Whatever happen in the past . whether is good or bad . i tink its time to start afresh . i miss those time where we were crazyy ! haha !see ya soon !muakzz!

5)Lela : Kakak ! where have u been ? i really hope we can meet up soon and talk about ur new hairstyle! hahahah !! call me soon !! miss ya !

6)Kikin : SQUIDD !! where are you ! ..?? remeber that name ?hahaha...miss ya ! col me soon ..

7)Eyan : Hey u r still my bestie boyy ?? whatever happen last time do forget abt it . coming to 2009.. time to be a new man now .as for me a new ladyy . hope to see ya soon ! miss ya muakz !

8)Aizal : BE happy with what u have . dun ask for more pls ! take care !

To all, My frens ,family and kuzzin ! ,,, u r totally loved by me ! hahhaah !
i sound as if im gonna die soon ! hahah !choy choy choy*touch wood touch wood !*

Happy Feza

2008-12-07T20:58:00.000-08:00

Firstt of all Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha. heehee !
Right now aku ni nga siap2 nk pi rumah nenek hehe ! pakai tudung seYY fEZA.. maybe nk Taubat agaknyerr ! nhahaha! Will post e pics soon .. kOrang tengok ah ye . haha !

I have a happy news . =]
he Gonna connvert himself to a muslim . Alhamdullilah syukur ! chose a name alrdy . Ibnu Fahmi meaning is a son who understand most . =] i really hope he gonna understand a lot about islam . ahah ! actually in the first place he chose Mohamad Yusri . but it doenst suit him in someway or another. so we chose an alternative name. and it really suit him and sounds good to .Mohamad is something very common . so i personally feel the Ibnu is very Unique. Im glad he loves that name . heheh ! very prouud to be his friend for now . dun worry jaanuu .. i will support u till the end . a little advice , follow what ur harts tells . coz they never lie =] ..

I really hope this is the start of a journey for Him in his life ..

2008-12-02T07:53:00.000-08:00

Hi all.. I just came back from KL .. ita a gdd trip .. im quite busyy nowadayss..
i cant post the other photos because .. iTs too bigg .. hmmphhh .. this is the only pix that i edited and successfully .. can be posted haha !!
introducing .. my swithart .. hahahaah !!Deejay Roundhead and Deejay Double D

2008-11-26T18:36:00.000-08:00

hey hey gud morning people. im posting @ 10:37am on 27/11/08 - thursday .. =]
i just received sad news dis morning .. TUK RUMLI just passed away . he is like my real grandfather to me, i known him since i was yooungg . =[ Im gonna miss him really badlyy . moga allah mencucuri roh nya dan moga dia akn diletakkan di tempat yg bahagia . amin . right now i'm gonna think only about nenek rawan.=] i thinnk she gonna be lonely . but im sure her whole big family gonna accompany her and make her happy . =]

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Btw ,, thanks to kak rozie . i found a supperrr nice song that really mean well .. The tittle is IF I WERE A BOY BY beyonce ..

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Tis song really mean well .. . =]

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A few days ago , i received a very dissapointing approach from one of my bestfriend , that i have known for nearly 4 years ..
To YoU ,,
Im not so sure what is going on in ur mind rite now . i understand that u are a grown up man . but im not sure if u have really grow up or not .?because a grown up man . will respect a lady with full of love and appreciation .
don't think that i'm not mad at you ok .. im really damn pissed off with you ..
i can sayy that u are a grown up dog who like bitchesss ..
but im not a bitch ,.. so u approached the wrong gal ..
u can still say it's gonaa be a ONE TIME thingy ? for Once ?
wat u take me forr ?
ur Barbie doll ...??? dah abek ah aku tak maki muka kau depan2 pasal aku ingat kau ni kwn baek aku lah ..
ikutkan hati aku skrng . i wanna put ur full name here ! haizzz.
aku tak tahu ah .. aku marah ke sedih ke kecewa ke ?
ntah lahhh .haizzz.
i really hope u gonna realisee thatt u r in the wrong ok =] ..
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love , Feza

2008-11-26T06:22:00.000-08:00

hey hey today is wednesdayy ! 26th novemberr 2008 ! hhehee
today i would like to Wish a few of my frens / family who celebrated theirr birthdayy recentlyy or soon .. =]

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U GUYS ! MAY YOU ALL BE HAPPY AND KEEP SMILING ALWAYS !!!!!!!!**

This is the people : 17th November : Asmirah Suhaimi (ZHSS) miss u lots !
19th November : KikiN Baby !! ( zhss ) Miss u baby !
21st November : Nurhaffizah Norhadi ( ME !) Hehehe !...
25th November : KAK Roziee !!! Lurve ya !

Hmm .. that's my list of November Babies for now ! heheeh !! can't think of more
Whoever remembered and wished me . Thank You so Much for Rememberingg ..
Whoever who didn't Remember , It's ok . I still Love u Guys!
To my familyy ,, who celebrated exclusively for me this year .. I really love u guys . U guys are my life !!=]
U Guys are my everythingg .. i will die without all of ya .. Love u again ..

I celebrate my Birthday on the EVE and also 1 Day after my Birthday ! .,. heheh. so UNIQUE !!
I was working on my birthday itself ! hehehe !!!

On the EVE , I celebrated at BREEKS @ Causeway POint .received big ice cream cake with candles ! . i received a lot of Surprises ! Cry all e way ! shame2 !
Watched MadagASCAR 2 also ! hehehe !! Was with KAK NUR , ABG HARIS, KAK IDA & ABG KHAI ..
tHANKS GUYS ! ADEK LURVE AWASK SEMUA !

1 day after my Birthday ! ... Abg adam Brought me to SWENSEN AT CHANGI AIRPORT ! WOW !! received surprises too !! hehehehe !!!
icecream cake with lighted candles ! !!heheheh ! ABG ADAN,KAK SAL,MAMI,PAKCIK,MAMA,AYAH,ABG MAHADIR.. was there to be with me .... !!!
so sweeet ! heheheheheh !!!!

Love u all !!! Muaks z!will post e pics soo00n !!!

2008-11-15T07:40:00.000-08:00

my 2 beloved bro and sister is married off already on the 31st octtober and 1st november 2008 .

althou i'm so happy for them ..

but i realised that i will be losing them foreverr

deep down i know that im sad that i just lost 2 of my siblings at 1 go .

i'm gonna miss them ..

i'm gonna miss sharing bed with my sisterr . and also sharing the room with herr.

and i'm gonna miss my brotherr too .

every night when i wanna sleep ..

im gonna flash back that this is formerly his room ..

I'M REALLY GONNA MISS THEM ! =[

It's really hard to be standing alone right now..

but heyy i'm gonna gain a new sis and a bro too .

which is my sis in-law and bro in-law ..

=] =] =]

have a greatt weekendss ..

bye bye !!

2008-11-06T04:02:00.000-08:00

CONGRATULATIONS ON BOTH MY BELOVED BROTHER AND SISTER !!!!

MAY U BOTH HAVE A BLISSFUL MARRIAGE !
I LOVE U BOTH !

INTRODUCING THE NEW MARRIED COUPLE ! !

-- SHAHDAN & SALMAH !
-- SHAHIDAH & KHAIRUL !

2008-10-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

im so so happy rite now .!

*Hp Rings !!*
Usha answered,,

Usha : Hello ....
Jannu: heyyluuu !!*veryy noisyy background*
Usha heard music playing behind as jannu was a deejay today in his clubb..
Usha : Yea??.*trying to listen hard*
Jannu : Sleeping?? wat u doingg ??
Usha : Nothing just lazing around ..i cant realli hear u darlz.. its too noisyy .
Jannu : (Shouting ) it's noisyy ?? Hold up .. let me get out from here first .
Usha : OK ....
So usha waited and singing while she was listening to e song at the back ..
* by boyzone* - "You'll be there when i needed somebody .. You'll be there,the only one who can help me .. I have a picture of you in my mind ".,etc...*song continues ...
Suddenly usha heard jannu voice talking to the club.....
Jannu : This song i dedicated to my Lovely angel Usha ! u Will always be in my mind..

Usha was Dumbstruck on the phone. and make no reactionss! haha!
Jannu : have anybody dedicated a song to u in public before usha ??
Usha : Nopee . *gigglingg !*
Jannu : let me e first 1 then ! heheeh !!
Usha : *still gigglingg **
Jannu: I'm gonna talk to u later ok.. Bye ..
Usha : Ok bye !

-call ended -

i was so happy that was the first time in my life to have a song dedicated to me infront of puublic. so sweeet ! i will always rmbr tonyte ! . thank u ..

2008-10-19T20:47:00.000-07:00

Story Telling Time

Jannu : Hey! what are you doing ??
Usha : Working .. wassup?
Jannu : Just calling to say hi..Usha i just reached Singapore. Wanna meet up?
Usha : Y do you want to meet me ? I thought we are over ? u said u wouldnt wanna meet me?
Jannu : Huh..?? Since when ? you want it over is it ?
Usha : huh !!!!.. ??*tinkingg **
Jannu: U there usha ??
Usha : Yea , i'm here.. u were e one who told me that we are overr .. are u trying to say that u don't remember ? oh my god !* raised voice*
Jannu : *Thinking *??? ... i didn't remeber saying that ?
Usha : Phone Hung Up ***
Jaanu tried calling and calling but Usha rejected ..
At the back of usha head ,, what is he trying to say ?.. was he drunkk ? did he forgot ? something must be wrong with jaanu..
till now usha just kip quiet from jannu . she don't wish to speak to jannu for now , till now jaanu try calling her. =]

So now i really feel sorry for usha .. becoz she is really feeling confused abt jannu? .. is he crazyy? haha ! lets wait and see .. pity pity !

2008-10-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

first of all .. many many condolence for Akka Lakshmi and her family .. for losing her mom in law 2 days ago ,, be strong and stay well and healthy .. whatever happen is for the better akka ! =]

1 one my colleague juz lost her mum in law on friday .. so i will be taking her slots lah . pity her. imsure she is tired ..

today is sundayy.. i got to go to work ..at 3 pm .. today supposed to be my off day but becoz akka cant come to work . i will cover for her . =]

now im super super busyy .. my sis wedding is nearing. less than 12 days away . very tensed liao !but now i would just wanna focus on my sis wedding .

had a fight with jannu . may all our experienece together be memories ! i don''t want to pursue anymoree. i realli feel it's e time for me to have fu and enjoyy lifee..=]

let bgyones be bygones =] ..

stayy happy fezah !! to everyone .. sty happy and may god take care of uss all ! =]

2008-10-14T05:48:00.000-07:00

A song tittled Masterpiece by Atlantic Starr

A simple touch of your hand,

And everything is right.

The gentle way you look at me,

When we kiss goodnight

.You've given me the freedom no other love has known

And now I thank you girl , thank you girl

The countless ways you've touched my heart

Is more than I can say

The beauty that you've shown to metakes my breath away

A picture perfect painting, that's what our love is

And yes I need you so, and now I know

Chorus:oooohI've found a masterpiece in you

a work of art it's true

And I treasure you my loveooooh

I've found a masterpiece in you

a work of art it's true

And I treasure you
Sometimes I wonder what I'd be

Had I not found you

A least and lonely soul this world

could show me nothing new
But now my life's a canvas painted with your love

And it will always be

And now I see

The two of us together

Through time will never pass

This fairy tale we share dis real inside our hearts

let it be forever

never let it endthis

promise I do make

Heaven is ours to take

Repeat chorus

When I'm lost and insecure

you build me up and make me sure

that everything will be alright

My loveRepeat chorus

(This fairy tale we're sharing

is real inside our hearts

Let it be forever

never let it end

RAYA 2008!

2008-10-14T05:15:00.001-07:00

THE 2ND HALF OF ME !

2 OF MY CLOSE COUSIN !

MY DEAREST GOD-BRO , ABD SYED ABDILLAH !

E ORANGE BEAUTIES !, AIN & SITI

FRIENDS! , ALIFF

MY DEAR COUSIN ,SITI

MY 1 OUT OF 2 CLOSE COUSIN , IRWAN

MY DEAR COUSIN , KAK ROZI !

KAK ROZIE AGAIN !

SITI AGAIN !

RAYA 2008 !

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONEE! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN !

THIS IS FEW PIX OF US ON RAYA 2008 !!

I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS !

WILL POST AGAIN !!

MUAKZZ !

2008-09-19T07:36:00.000-07:00

hi there ! TGIFF !! ,, haha! at last i'm having soe rest afetr 5 days of working. supa shaggedd !
got home justt now at 5pm. was thinking of hanging out todayy afta breaking my fast but unfortunately can't find anyone to hang out withh . haha ! they must be supa supa buzieee to0 !
tried calling lyaa. but to no avail ! maybe she is busyy hehe! try calling a few of my peepz ! to no avail to0 ! ;-( supa sad and bored right now. so decided to write a long blog ! ahhaa!

so all this while after breaking my fast .. i was browsing all my peepz blogs .. all of em have different pace of life that they are going through . it's either ups or down!

hey i'm backk ! i left tis notebook on sleep mode for 2 days ! haha !
btw i managed to meet lyaa ! hhaa ! with yan also !
first time hanging out with him . it was nice thou. jgn serikk BABE ! ahaha !
well now is sunday !haha !
i just came back from a full scheduled errands ! supa shagged ! haha ! but satisfied at last ! coz all the errands are cleared !
!

ok before i go i would to shout a few message to few peepz out there ! here i go !

LYA : babe i believe that u can move on with ur life ! see on the brighter side! e grass is always greener on the other side ! and i know u r making a hell a lot of effort for this ! u know what darls ! u have my support ! haha ! watever it is ! remember there is gonna b someone who will be beside u when the right time comes . and it's gonna be the mr.Right! that u r lookin for !

Madhu : Fuck Off from my life.. you are ruining it !

Cousins : See you On Hari Raya !! Miss you all !

Mr.Baduge Kaur : be strongg ! =] .. Make Decision Fast !!
To others who are not mention ! :: u guys are loved by me !! who know who u are !

A new Discovery of e Old times !

2008-09-15T23:54:00.000-07:00

I just discover something new about e past! To e person who i met yesterday. Whatever it is i'm always your friend and that will never stop ! get it ! u might be in confusion rite now but i'm sure u gonna find e true path 1 day! missing u everyday! hehe! give me a text or a call whenever or wherever u think of me! haha! don't worry i won't get pissed off if u don't call me because u know i'm gonna give u a call becoz i will think of you whenever i will be. A small advice by someone who you never put close to your heart .. Just be yourself and don't try to please everyone because they don't have the right to be pleased by some one precious like U . In Friendship u don't Please your Friend but u Appreciate your Friend & that will be more than enough ! =] ..

`Feza Hunnie !

Geylang!

2008-09-08T05:53:00.000-07:00

Halu2! I went Geylang on Saturdayy! wahlauu! so packedd!! haha!
I met masshita and pikaa! =] good to see u girls after so long haha!!
I also met Faieezzz.. and i know the others are there to0.. =]
Went tto Joo Chiat to say ello to CaCa Nassier! hehe! he is there with e Carpet seller.. he became a deejayy over there! haahaa! so shiokkk!!
good to see him ah! =] .. after that we were very freaking tired alrdyy.. we were walking in the rain etc.. =]
so get back to e lorry at tanjong katongg !! had a fun time.. =]

catch with u guys later !

Salaam Namastee! =]

2008-09-07T07:22:00.000-07:00

Message for Everyone : Happy RamaDhan !! Happy Fasting !!

Heylu.. I got a few message for a selective people who are dear to me. The purpose of me saying this is not the intention to fight or have any misunderstanding with eah other but i would like to shine some to u people. =] so here i go! thanks for listening !

*Madhu : Hey babe ,, i'm sort of dissapointed on you baby .. I really hope that we would talk things through .. i really wanna know what is happening upon you. I feel sorry about ur lost. and i really feel sorry. I've been calling you because i wanna know what happen between you and michael ??. I know you're happy with your dear ones and i'm happy for that . but i really hope you can think for your friendship. i have been trying my best to save our friendship with everyone. and i hope you do also. I'm really happy that you have saved your relationship with him and i'm so happy wif you. bUt do think of me and the others ok. There are others who love you too. =] Do give me a call .. =] love ya!
*Marina : Hey baby ,, i'm so sorry about your recent lost. Tabah kan Hati ok. Be strong gerl ! =] whatever happen recently just treat it as a stepping stone in your life to recognise the ttruee friends in life. =] love ya !
*Mikey : do rememberr to message me once a week yah! u have promisedd ! hehe!! missing ya ! love ya dude!
* Lya : Great to have you as my lovely babe! Hope we can catch up with each other ! Miss ya!
* Shidah: I'm so sorry that i didnt attend your Birthdayy partyy. I was not aware abt it. I saw ur Pix in frensta then i knew .. and i heard u update ur mobile num. hope to give me ring ya. I reallyy Hope to catch up with u dalz! =] Missin ya to0 !
* Lela : It was nice to see you again! what ever is happening right now in your life,pls tabah kan hati ok =] u still got your friends, i still love you bestfren!
* Eyan: Hey dude ,, Hope to see you guys again.. Happy Fatsing yarh! c ya soon!
*Aizal: hey Grow up ok .. stop being selfish and think u have all the space in this world.. unfortunately u are sharing the air with everyone.. Do think for ppl.. before u want ppl to think for you .. =] .. take care sis !
*Ledhka : Love ya Mere Jaan ! =]

Tis is e message that i want o shout out to all my dear frienss! i love you guys! =]

`Salaam Namaastee!

2008-08-01T19:05:00.000-07:00

MariNa & Me (top)
Madhu & Me(top)
3 Gorgeous of KMS !
( From top left) RoBin ,, Mikeyy,, AizaL

(Middle Left) Baby Garfield (That's what i was called) ,, Madhuu,, AstoN

( Front Left) MariNa ,, Siti ..

2008-08-01T18:41:00.001-07:00

Hi all ! so sorry have not been posting ! had a verryy busy busy week ! @ workk of coz !=]

have a few ups & downs recentlyy. its been a while i told abt my life! here i go ! ;

****I started working at KrisFlyer on May,, it was a superr nicee Job! very classy and stressfull to0! i will be picking calls talking to many foreign language ppl who r trying to speak english in different accents! haha~ so cute!

but after 1 month i decided to get out from that place becouz the journey to my working place is killing me. and also e expenesess to0! =[ so leave everything! i feel so bad of leaving robin,aston,mikeyy and first and formost Marinaa! =[

so sorry babe! had to go! madhu also left! tis few ppl that i mentioned was my sweeheart at workk! they are e bestest bunch ive ever met! =] i will post their picture! ! i will never forget them ! heheh!! hope to meet u guys so0n !

*** Currreentlyy im working at parkway shenton clinic ! hehe as a clinic assistant..=]

My working life is doing greatt and better now ! but as for friendship wisee,, its doing quite bad!

i Left Krisflyer mostly due to journey but a lil partial reason is because of him. as days goes by we were drifting from each other . we were not like last time where we will laugh at every single thing that pass us in any seconds ..but for now. he become super serious and never ever think abt my feelings..

he say he nid space but was he realising that i was not bothered abt him anymore ??

i totally ignored him but he say that i was not giving him space. even my new friends were saying that i was very stupidd to forgive whatever he have done ! but what can i say gerls .. i wouldnt want to throw my friendship juz like that ..

***Our communication was very strained untill wen he gave me an sms asking me to get the hell out from his life. from that moment i thank god that he let me out from krisflyer earlier becoz if i would stay there any longer .. things will get more worse..

so after that sms.. i know what was he aftering .... and i would not like to say it,,. it was a bad moment for me becoz after being together everyday w/o failed. he can juz threw me out like tat..

i was so dissapointed.. i was feeling down!

by that time i was really making up my mind that i will never involved my self wif ppl like him!

for once i feel tat losing a friend like him wont be a lose for me.

at that point of time..

i felt that half of my soul was gone,,

all my normal rouitne in life was partially ripped off !

so the frens who were there for me was madhu,,marinaa,aliff and khai..

there were e one who bring me up!

thanks guys!

u guys r my starr!!

but im still confused noww..

he called me back and asking to put everything in the past !

hmmm..

wat shud i do ???

i iwll posting e picturess ! !

I'm Back !

2008-07-08T23:08:00.000-07:00

Hey Gerlfrennss !

I'm Back ! oh my i miss my bloggyy !

haha !

been too lazy and bussy recently! haha!

I think it's been a year that nothing ave been posted here in my dear Blog.

So let's welcome the

-New Blogskins,

-New Links(s0on!),

and

-The new Me ! haha !

Shall not talk abt my life now it's gonna be in my next Post yarh !

Whatever it is ..

I'm a Grown up girl Now!

Gonna be Sweet 18 soon ! haha !

Ok ! See You in Next Post !

Can't wait to kip posting !

Ok ok !

This time i Will Remember To pOst whenever i'm Free ! haha !

`Feza

Ellu

2007-11-07T07:16:00.000-08:00

Little High ! Little Low ! Little Hey Little Ho !!

My Olevels Is oVerr !! at last all my textbook and worksheets can be thrown completely . and i can empty all my drawers that have been covered by my stuff ! hahax ! So happy that i've ended my examinations .. But still worried about the Result in January i guez .. hee2 ! But i try not to think about it Now . My main aim Now is to find a job that can keep be occupied for this 3 mnths . If i'm not occupied . I swear i will Be f*T by the end of this month .. Haha ! so I'm thinking to find a Job .. So im goin for a Job Hunt on Next Monday . hee2 With My Gfs i Guez . =]
its Gettin late i better be going .. Take Care dude n duddettes !! Nytez !

hey hey hey

2007-10-27T09:34:00.000-07:00

hai y'all .. How's your Raya ?? Im sure it Super - Fun ryte ? Well my rAye was fun Too .. Went visitin at my relatives cribs .. It's cooL .. ! Many Duet Rayerr To0 ! Ok Ok i know I 'Muka Tak Malu ' .. Hahax .. But I e Smallest in My Family Mahh ! heehx .

So .. I just come back from jalan raya just now !! hehex ..
Super -duper tiredd sia !

So i think i gonna stop now !
GUd Nytiexx !

Congratulations to Fred .. Who got Married on 21 st October 2007 ..
May your Marriage b Forever till Eternityy ..

Mood : Tired ,, Sleepyy ..
Feeling : Tiredd .. Sad .. Dissapointed .
Highlight 4 e Day : My Heart r Broken into pieces ..

Selamat Hari Raya 2007 !

2007-10-19T21:44:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone ! Selamat Hari Raya 2007 to you all ! I apologize for not have been posting for a quite a very long time .. Well been busy lately and unexpected things happen such as Computer Breakdown ! and many more .. hahax .. So i hope you guys are doing fine and are having a very good Hari Raya with your loved ones .. For me I had Fun this Yearr ..

My first Day of Raya was great , I mean really Great ! Because my 2nd Brother In - Law , Abg Khairul Join us Too .. :-)
Unfortunately , Kak Salmah , My Sister In -Law is not around to celebrate because she have to go to work .. :-(
But never mind hope to celebrate with her soon .. Hehex .. We went to Granny House (Paternal Side) after the Maaf-Maaf Session with Parents .. Hehex .. After visiting my Granny and after havin our good-food there .. We immediately go to my Aunty house where my Maternal side Granny is there .. :-) That's where i see all my beloved cousin and other family members there ... I had a great time there .. we joke , laugh together .. There was also Games conducted by Rozie n Ewan .. It was Fun .. After playing games we Take pictures .. Family photo with Granny .. Granny was so Cute ! . :-)

0ur day ended when everybody was tired and went home .. ;-)

From me : Selamat Hari Raya and Mintak Maaf Zahir dan Batin .. Kalau ada Terkasar Bahasa harap Maaf Ye .. :-) Hhehe ..

Have a Nice Dayy Semua ..

2007-06-17T05:06:00.000-07:00

Hey all ,, how R ya d0in? hope u quys r d0inq perfectly fine. I've not been postinq recently so, now im here to post aitez!

I've been busy lately ,, Busy with my 0wn life ,, haha! Well time are m0vinq realli fast. Tomorro gonna be the last week of sch00l holidae n seriously tis holiday doesn't sound realli like a holiday.. This few weeks have been quite a hectic weeks fer me. many thinqs are happeninqq infr0nt of my eyes. n all i can do is just watch fr0m Behind.. i know u guys w0n't understand.. but well just feeling lyke it to express it here..

Btw, do u guys find the picturee cooL? This picture was taken at the r00ftop of Changi Village Hotel. It was at 7am.. The sunrise was an enchantinqq m0ment. i was realli enjoyinq the moments. =)) Take Care Peepz !!..

Peace &

Love,

Feza

Perpisahan!

2007-06-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

Ku mengerti..Perpisahan Ini,,
Bukan Kerana Kau Membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah Ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama

Sering kala aku terlihatkanmu
Impian nan indah bersulam bahagia

Ku harungi hari demi hari
bersama wajah tak mungkin akan Kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
ditinggalkan sengsara

Keraguan ini,,Bukanlah padamu
masih Tercari-cari bayanganmu
tak sanggup aku kehilangan...

Hey Y'all!

2007-05-23T00:56:00.001-07:00

Hi Everyb0dyy! how's every0ne d0inqq!?? h0pe y'all r d0inq great aitex.. Well briefly, my Days had Been greatt..
quite Busy with my Olevels Praparati0n.. i will b sittinq f0r my Malay Paper tis m0ndayy..wih u Guys 0ut there All the Bestt!
Im suree u guyz have d0ne the very bestt t0 sc0re f0r this Papeerr =] S0 just give it a Sh0t peepz!

W0rkinq out ab0ut my Pers0nal Crisis ab0ut Myself..
Talk to a few Pe0ple who i think that can Ease me Up, But it seems like they are makinq me feelinqq fr0m bad t0 w0rsee..
Even the Pe0ple wh0 i L0ve all My life has Given me a very Negativee Resp0nd abt my Problemss..
s0 i guez i can't g0 to them in the Futuree..=]

Realli C0nfused abt the future actually..
i can't see the shine 0f my Life in the Futuree..
Really h0pe it will shine 0ne day!..=]

Love,
Feza!

2007-05-19T06:58:00.000-07:00

Btw! that's a Simple test To show How Much u guys Know abt mee..hee2!
U guys tRy 0utt Aitex!
U can do Ur 0wn Test T00!!..
Try kay!..

2007-05-19T06:49:00.001-07:00

Hey y'all..Long time never Post u rytee?!! Hee2! Well Very Busy Lia0!!
Well This picture was Taken on 15th May 2207(tuesDay)..
this were just right outside the mediac0rp studi0!.hee2!
we were queing up to be in the Studi0!
It was dAmn Hot!
But still Manage to smilee for the Camera!

Well i was there on the Anugerah 2007
Went there to Support Aliif Aziz!!
He was Super-cooL That Day!!
His v0ice was Damnn Good!
Really Voted Hym Like Hell!!

Well this Year Anugerah is quite diff from the Previ0us Years..
Their waay of Competing is Different,.
N0w They would like to have Both genders In the Competiti0n..
That's a Good way!!
I loikeee!!

Vote For Aliff Aziz Aitexx!!
Undi M1 Send it 73388 y'aLL!!
Hope you will Support Hym!!
Thankss!!

2007-05-03T19:42:00.000-07:00

Hye All! Just come back fr0m schooL.Thank God Its Friday(TgiF)..
I have Completed 3/4 of my Subject examinati0ns..
Left with 3 more To g0..Haizz Feeling s0 tireD! =[
What Is Happening to My Life recently Hmm??
Let me Thinkk....Hmmm
Hmmm...
Hmmmm..

I guess A lot 0f things is Happening Through In my Head!..
Haizz!.
Feel SO heavy-hearted to Share with U all...

But lEt me lIst Down all the Things That i wanT tO highlight!..
1) Don't Ever look at a Person's Appearence w/o Knowing their Hearts,
2) Im Still Too Young to have a Relationship
3) Day by Day im Feeling like a Lonerr!
4) Gonna Mish My Brother n Sister when they got Married S00n.
5) Counting Down Their Wedding Day..
6) Time Pass By without U knowing iT
7) Im not sure what is the Outcome of My life after My Sis Got Married
8) Never Think That People Will Snatch Away you Loved Ones.
9) In Fact, They Are bringing ur Loved Ones to Happiness Palace.
10) In General, Im going to B alone at The end Of the Day..

Questi0ns that I Would Ask Myself When im Alone
- To Whom will i Go to If i Need SomeOne??
+Mother??
+Father??
+Kak Nur??
+Eldest Brother In-Law??
+Abg Adan??
+Sister In-Law??
+KakaK??
+Second Brother In-Law??
+Friendss??

This are the people who are imPortant to me..
But im not sure if i can always go to them..
Because i've Realised that..
All of them Have their own Family N Life..
So now Im thinking if there is Any Solution To this things??

Seruzly, I myself is shocked to the emotional Changes that is happening in myself..
]Im the kind of person who will smile always!.Bubbly.Cheerful!
But wat Has Happen to me??..??..??
When Will This End??..??..??..??

2007-04-24T03:13:00.000-07:00

No one is Happy all of the time,but some people feel as if they can never find happiness.
Some people feel as if their entire life is devoted to nothing but pain and hurt and loneliness.
Every Day is a struggle,and every breath a fightfor survival.
These people have a Deep understanding of the word Depression.

-Hope u guys can figure 0ut how am i feelinG right Now!..SeiouslY!..i feel Like a Loser!~

~It's Not about winning!.It's about Believing!~

2007-04-15T00:27:00.000-07:00

EylowW every0ne!! I just Came Back From Fuchun CC!..I was quite Tired actuallY buT i used a LIL BIT OF TIME TO pOST!.HAhah!..Well basically i was at the fUchun CC with Syg_Kakak & Syg_AisYah!..hee2!..All three of us were so Nerv0us in the beginning when the Competiti0n start!..But it all went away wen 3 of us were on the sTage!..Well as f0r me, i Was very nerv0us at that time!..But it was w0rth it when i was 0n the stage fter a few mins!..Hahah! My expectati0n was Not ab0ut winninG..But i my expectation was just to Stand on the stage anD b cALM!..n ENJOY MySELF on stage!..And i Believe i have reached mY expectati0n!..Hee2!..And that is En0ugh f0r me!!..=] wEll f0r everyb0dy wh0 t00k part in the c0mpetiti0n i will like to wish all of y0u g00d lucK!.. N Credits to CiK Siti n FamilY who make me believe that everything is p0ssible for me!..N thank Y0u for believing in MyseLf!..Lurve U beautifuL pE0PLE!!!..~

2007-04-11T04:45:00.000-07:00

Hei Peeps!..How u all are doin?..Hmm..I've been Busy this few days!Gosh Im so tiredd! Well had a busy Monday..Tuesday!..
Both days i was Busy Like Madd!Ahakz!..Well Let me tell Wat i do on those 2 days!..Hee2!

On Monday, Went home at 530pm..Had a long day in skul!..Cleaned-up my house fr a while!.Fry fish!..haha N Wooshh!! I went o Peace Centre!..Met my 1st Sis_Kak NurR_ had to her model for her make-up class..I found out that her make has improved alot!..Can u imagine my face was really contoured by highlighting n contouring my face with a darker Blusher!..N goSh!..i look S o different in he photo!..N also i look obviously small in the picure!.Thanks to the highlighting n Contouring!~..Cheers To Kak Nur!!..YiiPeee!!~

The next day, Also had a tough day!..Had 2 test in a row in Skul!..ahaha!..VeRY STRESSS Liaoo!..ahakz!..After that, rush back from School Back Home!.Because wanna MeeT mY Sis Syg_Kakak!!....
Then Meet Bro_Joey!..I feel so ggod n haPPy to meet Him!..He look still the same as Last time!..Very Charming n SterN Face expression still stays with him after few years of not meeting him!..But the Friendship btwn My Sis N him Is stiill Going StroNG!..hOW i hope to have that kind of friend!..Who can stay concern about me the Whole time!..Even though We are not seeing each Other!.."Jauh dimata Dekat Dihati!"... On the way Home!, Went to Syg_Abang Shop!..Visit him For a while!..
It was nice to see him Too!..He loook vary sihat walAfiat!..Aminn!..

Well gUys That's it For now!.Hoe i can Make iT tIS sUNday!..Feeling SO nErvousss!!..Hhaha..

Btw!..That is MASSARI(the Pic!).. I post it up coz i tink He look So Cool n Hot!!...=]

Take Care Peepz!..Muahh!!~

2007-04-07T22:41:00.000-07:00

-Me n Syg_Kakak at DinneR-

Ola EverybodY!..Yesterday Was a tiring day!.I was outside one whole day!..Goshh!..was so 'Pancit' last nyte wen i reach hOme! Well Yesterday I went to Jurong.Entertainment to watch my kUzzin_Aliff was going for his Round 2 For Anugerah.. N he did to the Top 50!..was so happy for Him!..Congrats TO HiMM!..weLL there was ppL that i know Didnt make it ..But all of You were gOod!..N all of u have try Ur very bEst!..So don't give up..Kip trying Aitez!..

-OK GUYS GTG!..see Ya all soon!..Tata!-

2007-04-05T05:12:00.000-07:00

Hei Y'all..Feeling very Blue this few days!..I donno whats wrong with me..Hmm..stress with my Studies i guez!!Hmm..Been quite busy with my Studies!..Tried to Study and revIse all my Previous Topics but it just didn't get in my head!.=[ Well, Maybe tis is the time where i have to reallu pressure myself and really push myself to study hard!.. I've been tinking wat will happen if i don make it in my O Levels??..What is my next step??.. Honestly, I don have a perfect answer For that.. I will tell Y'all the answer if i gettit already aitex!

Tomorrow, Mum has planned a whole-day long acitivity for us!..Well that'd common of herr..So tomorrow i will be following to everwhere that she wanna go!..n Lastly, HAPPY HOLIDAY N ENJOY YOUR WEEKENDS!!... So that's it for now!.Will post soon kay! Tata!

Ps/: Wish all The Best to the Anugerah Candidates That are given a chance to sharee your talent with everbOdyy!..Hope u guys will achieve watever u peepz Dreams about everyday!..Which is being the Champion!..

*Peace Outt!*

Hola!

2007-04-02T05:07:00.000-07:00

Hei at last!..i edit my blog!..with a anice tag N links!..haha!..Left With the skin!..Hmm.. First Day of school For the Week!..No 'MondayBlue' ahakz!..Well i was very excited to go to school Actually!.Miss School So much!.haha..Today was a Hectic Day fOr me! My school Was Undergping a Small MakeoVer!..Because The Ministry Of Education, Mr. Tharman Shanmugaratnam, is visiting my school!..So my operation manager was busy making the school look persentable!..There is a lot of flower pots i guez!..hee2!.. Well watever it is!..We shall welcome him tomorrow with our 1 Million Smile!.. So happy that he is visiting my school..Hope he have a great time in my school.. Let's Hope so..=]
Well will post to u soon!..TAtA!

2007-03-29T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hei Y'all.. sorie for not been posting quite a long tyme..well Busy with skuL n my own lives too..Well many things Happen on my last Weekends!..hee..

Well last Saturday,24th March 2007, I went to IMM to See both of my 'Cousin' perform in the Finals of a Competition..It was The TeenStar@SouthWest CdC Finals!..It was a great Event..There was 6 Finalist n Aisyah & Aliff is one of them.. Both of them perform well..As well the others Finalist too..All of them Were Excellent!..
I Was enjoyin Myself!.n The others too!~.. The judges was a very wise Judge!..He he..Lurve Them So much!

CONGRATULATIONSss! to AisyaH & Aliff!..AisyaH was Crowned as the TeenStar of SouthWest CdC!... n Aliff was crowned as The First Runner-Up!..So the siblings were the Stars of the niGht!..

WeLL the Rest of my weekEnds Goes well..Im waiting for tomorrow Berita Harian! There will b an article about them..h
So i wil posting to u all soon after this!..This is just abt dem Ryte!..so will b posting abt mY achievement soon haa!..See ya!.
bTW! hAPPY 17th bIRTHDAY To LeLa! & Happy 30Th AnivessaRy to My parents!. Cheers!

11.39 OM
29 mARCH 200

2007-03-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

Went to Jurong Point On Saturday..to support My Aliff n Aisyah who is qualified for the TeenStar Competition..

it was the preliminary Round..There was 30 of dem..N all the Competitors was fairly Good too!..=)
WeLL was so happy Dat Aliff & Aisyah manage to go to the FinaLs!!..
iIt was From 30 Teens down to 6 teens!.. Can u imagine how Thrilled are we when they finally Got into the fiNaLs!..
Yoohoo!!~~ Congrats To Aliff & Aisyah.... Both of You have the most Powerful Vocal That i'v ever heard!..
so im realli looking foward On this Saturday(24 march 2007) @ Garden Plaza,IMM...=)

Earlier i was Talking to Cik Siti..She was encouring me to b brave n enter tis kind of competition..Well seruzly i now that i have a stagefright!..and im sure that i wouldnt be able to project my voice well if im realli nervous!...But with her encouraging Words..i think im going to have a try on my up-coming schooLs celebration!..haha..but im realli not sure if im up to it..As she said just now.."We believe in you, so u have to believe in yourself" ...that was a very inspiring word from cik siti..and i realli thank her for believing in myself!... Well i hope that i will B Brave enuff soon!...Insyallah!!~=)

HoLiday!~

2007-03-13T21:02:00.000-07:00

Hei peeps?!..wassup?!.haha..
i apologize for not been posting in the blog..
seems dat ive been not holding my promises!..
hee2!

WeLL so far my life've been gr8!.
Recently had dinner wif my Bro in-laws
at Downtowneast-Sakura...
There were two family in one table!..
so sweet!..
My sis in-law family members was there too..

WeLL i reach there wif my parents..
My other siblings had their own transport
;Kak Nur& Abg Haris-MotorBike!
:Abg Adan & Kak SaL(Famliy too)-Car!
:Kak Ida & Abg HyruL-MotorBike!..
and me lastly wif my Parents!-Lorry!hee..=)

Reach there after everyone has present..
quite embarassing to reach there after everyone thou..
but it was quite okk...
after Reaching there!...
we Reach Out forr Differents types of food!.
i was 'Lost'! wen i was there picking the food.
there is Sushi!,Salad,Shark Fin Soup,Ice cReam,Cake,Spaggaheti and many more!
they are different tast of food in under one roof~CooL!

Had a Surprise for Kak Sal's Bro - Abg Mahadir..
it was his 20th Burfday!..
HappY bUrfDay Too U btw!.hee2!..
didn;t manage to wish to him dat day!`
He was quite shock..haha...becoz the whole restaurant was playing The BirThday Song!..
and one of the staff BrINGS THE CaKE OUt!.HEE2!
All eyes were on our tableS!..hehe!..
So sweet Ryte!?..I KNOW..i Know!..haha

aFter that we went To The Changi Beach!~
Just Take A breeze after we have fiLL our stomach Wif Delicious Food!~..=)
it was the best moment for that day!..
we laugh..we chat..we interact with everybody!..
was so happy that night!~..=)

Well hope there will Be a next time for this wOnderfuL event!..
That's all for today!..see ya soon...Tata!

Weather:Hot & Sunny!
Mood: Fucked Up!...+Happy soon!
Plan:..No Idea!...=(
Listening:..music! Just so You KNow!*Jesse McCartney!*

Time:12.20
Date:14 Mar 2007

2007-03-02T03:57:00.000-08:00

Thank God it's Friday!(TGIF)
HAHA...oK ok!..Been a rough day for mie today!...Skul and stuffss!
WelL..i will really Update to u tomorrow Ok!
So tired!
tATA~

!~Raining Heavily!~

First Entry!~

2007-02-26T04:51:00.000-08:00

Hei aLL..tis is my First entry that i will be posting in my New Blog..
Well im 17 now.!..haha...Life is different now..
Im thru my N'Levels..Now im going thru my O'Level..
Hmm...generally, it is a very Tensed Year for me this year!...
Lots of my peeps, wish Good Luck for year 2007...
Well of coz i need that luck for this year!....

So this is My WishList For year 2007

Do well for my o'Levels=)
Have a satisfying score of my O'levels..hee~
Have a good circle of friends...=)
Hope to have a better Health this year!
Wish all my family members will B happy this Year!

So i hope you people out there will have a good year this 2007!
I promise i will update often!..
take care...
FezahadiE Outt!~